feelings of heart

2009-04-03T02:27:00.000-07:00

hum what happen yesterday and today

about yesterday.. k
i take bus.. 502 go to sch..
hum k k day.. then the last period
got Assembly.....man very boring lah
the i saw.. Manoj.. man i don't want
to look at him...but still
i am ... y i don't know.. i just keep
looking at him.. then he saw me looking
at him.. i was very pasie.. man i so shy.. then
reena huh omg.. some more saying.. wow..
see.. got more space.. already..
then the MIn.. like every time.. see what he was
doing.. and telling me .. like wow.
he is so hot.. he seating like that ,, he doing
like that man i was like omg..
i was hoping he don't hear .what min was saying..
then after that,, need to go.. home.. but rain.. start..
then we wear seating,.. near his place.. hum like this
he was here and with other friendx
_____ _____ || _____ ____
and we were here.. me and
my other friendx
_____ _____ _____ ____

then Ashique came to me and say...
hey eisha,manoj.. want to talk to u
i was like what .???.. omg i was dam.. shy..
even if its a small think i am so dam.. shy.
talking to him..
then.. i was like.. aaa not now lah later
can.. plz.. and he want me to talk to him..
plz... lah there was.. 2 more girlx.....
i was like plz.. i am not like them.. pasie lah
then i didn't talk... went i was going back home i call
QID and ask her.. were is Ashique she say
he is not here.. i was like ok.. then i say to her..
that can u .... call manoj.. i want to talk to him.. then
he say to me.. that
manoj: aaaa.. hello
eisha;aa hi aa.. ya u wanted to say to me something
manoj: aa. ya.. aa my friend is intrested.. in u
eisha: i was like omg!!!!
eisha: oh kk then,,,,.......
manoj:nvm then i talk to u tomoro.. i will meet u
at the bus stop.. k :D bye byeeee .
eisha:K bye byeee :D

i was shock... man .. i used.. to admire him.. and
he is talking about his friend... omg..
nvm.. i am scared.. 4 tomoro..

then today....i must wake up at 5:50am
then i woke up.. at... about 6:10 omg so late...
i get ready so fast.. then i went out of my house..
about.. 6:35am.. then i reach at the
bus stop i didn't saw.. him
nvm.. i took.. the bus.. 198..
THEN!! after a wild i saw him. in the
bus.. seatting down and i was standing up
then i look at him.. i can't
control.. i don't know y!!
nvm... then my leg start paining...
i going to cry inthe bus nvm.. then we get down.. then i want
to walk.. but he lah..
walk very slow..
i was like dam.. pasie i was thikng that can't he walk..
litter bit faster.. plz..
then at last i take over him..
i was shy. that time..
then i walk faster
after that because of it.. my leg.. pain.. and then i seat
down..and press my leg.. then went i get up...
i saw him.. seatting down.. on a poll...
ad the way.. he was seatting down.. it was like omg...
so ,..wow!!!!
then he call me..
and then he say to me that.. aaaa hey girl
my friend.. wants to know u ..
and i say first of all my name is
not girl my name is eisha and i was like ok ,..
who?
then he say to me that,.. every time..
he also comes to the bus stop..
i was like hum i am not sure.. about him..
then he say ok then .. come lets walk together.. then i was
like ok ..
then he start talking..
Manoj:Then where u stay?
eisha: i stay at boon lay.. near block 185
Manoj:oh k ..
eisha: where do u stay.?
Manoj: hum i stay,, at boys sch.y nigh. but my home.. is
at bukit batok and.. every night i come to
boon lay and then i sleep.. from there i go sch
eisha:oh...thats long.. hehe u must be tride..
Manoj:ya..
eisha: i hear that u fighter is that true and last time..
where do u used to study?
Manoj:ya i am kind of. hehe i did beat up.. a guy
with a bucket on his head..and his head was..
badly ........ and he need to go.. hospital..
and in that time.. i was in.. boy hostal..
eisha:wow!! u must be a angry guy...hum then
did u get angry on my before hehe lol
Manoj:no i didn't 4 what and
no i don't get angry that much..:D
eisha:aaaa do u know that i used to admire u ?
Manoj:aa ya .aa no .aaa ya i know that lol
eisha: hahaha.. k
then coming to sch.. already.....more pasie lah.
people see us.. then omg so pasie..
then i say to him..
eisha:u don't mind walking with me rite.. i mean alot
people looking at us.. ?
manoj: no lah 4 what hum..
eisha: 'i was like ok'then i ask him.. that
how many ex do u have..?
Manoj: few .
eisha: but still.. number... ?
manoj: can't count
eisha: lol omg mean u got alot of ex..
Manoj: ya heheh lol.. btw my one of my ex.. is from
this sch..
eisha: i am thinking' omg omf***ing god.. i can't belive it...
Manoj: hum then what time your sch endz..
eisha:12:30pm but i have to do.. some wroks.. after 2pm
need to help my teacher. how about u .. what time
your class ends..
Manoj:same as u ..aaa
..........................
he wanted to talk to me more..and he was going to say more
things..
but......................
other tamil.. girlx pull him away..
i was like wth..
k nvm.....
then i reach sch.. all... my friend. wear.. like...
hey eisha u came sch with him.. wow
thats great..
i was like pasie.... :$
nvm.. i wanted to see.. him after sch....
but i didn't
nvm... then i went to help my teacher..
about 3:40pm.. we went.. home ...
:D and it was a very tride day..wow!!! so tride...
see u guy later... :D

2009-04-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

wow got a lot to say 2 u guy..
lets start with.. monday..
hum it was quite.. a sad day
4 me..
i went air. port.to see lwin.
the last time..
kind of,.. hehe
so sad.. lah.. then i huge him..
and then i cry a lot.. i miss him so .
much then he told me that ..
eisha.. i wll not 4get u ok panday hehe
... and i will come back on your birthday time... :D
so sweet.. :D
then we send him off.. and went 2..
sch.. we were late.. 4 sch.. and we
thought... that your detention.. will
be about... 10hour something like that
hum.. but it was only about 3 hours.. then
me ,reena ,zara,and joyes* we say that
on tuesday... we will take our detention
the next day .....
TUSEDAY
i went sch.then i was like waiting
4 this guy..
who i admire.. wow i don't know y also!!
he is gd.. guy btw.. :D
then . from there..after.. sch i went for..
my detention.... it was about 4pm...
then my father call .me.. about 16 to 18 time..
and i never pick up..
final... i pick and say to my father that
i got detention..for 3 hours..
then he say i want to talk to your teacher.
i was like omg.. i am so dead.. then
he go talk to MR singh omg.. he go tell
my father every thing..
i am so dead.
my father.. call me and say that
u come home then u know what will happen 2 u
u r going back indain.....
my father know.. that...i went to air port..
4 .. a guy i am so dead..then i go home..
i try to lie. to my mom.. because they don't..
like boys.. that's why i lie.. i say we went with a girl..
then my f***ing father find out that it was a guy
then final.. i told.. him the truth..
my mom understand me but she don't trust me
that much.. and.. my father..
he omg. talk talk talk.. say that guy was
bad,. he got poclie case.. and got a lot of gf..
stupid stupid thing i get angry went he say
this all thing.. nvm
i feel like . doing something but nvm...
its k . .:D ..
then...
THURSDAY..
hum i am gong to have a fun day hope so
what can i say nothing..
tommoro.. sazmin.. coming to sch.
hope she coming i miss her so much,..
Man i love her alot alh
and i miss her alot also ... :D
see u guy next time :D

2009-03-25T22:15:00.001-07:00

wow
what can i say today.........
haha..
i hurt my leg...
and it is hurting me alot,,, i can't take it
omg.. so pain..
what to tell u .. i want to go .
sch but i can't...
i... i can't
i want..
but the most think i feel bad.. that
because of.. me.. my group.. lose..
only because of me.. i feel so bad..
very very bad,,..
ad then second.. think
my family... no one.. came..
to help.... no one...
i wish to have someone....
but know.. i hear.. that he is attach..
and even if i like him..
he will beat me.. up.. thats what people... are saying...
is it 2 bad.. to admire someone/..
only as friend...lol... never mind
our... last time.. PE teacher,...
help me go home... and reena...
what can i say about her....
i never.. never thought ....
that i can.. have a bf ... like. her.. in my life...
i want to wish the god.... 4 what he gave me..
but i also wat to wish the god.. y ? do he take away.. my
bestfriend also .. lwin....
i love him alot...
alot..
but still ca't do anything..
he help me alot in every things..
and now... went he is gone.. who will i ask help 4...
who... ? who will help me who...? no one..
he was my best friend also .. and now see.. whats happen.. he is going
far.. from me
i miss him alot...... alot.. then he thinks... alot
i did cry alot i did cry alot .. but.. i cry also no use..
he can't stop... .. he have 2 go.. ..... but ya.. i will talk to him..
even he went to his.. country

2009-03-23T03:46:00.000-07:00

hi guyz.. back 2 u all again...
omg long story. to tell..
hum.. where should we start.. from..
hum k then..
i went to reena.. house..
2 do math homework.. then my father like keep calling my that
went i am going to be back home...
i was like freaking crazy...
huh!!! nvm.. then.. i told.. reena.. that..
can we go out 4 a walk..
i was like Bord..
then reena wanted to bring.. me 2 the... Mc..
hum so we went.. on the way.. we were going.. we saw.. this
bunch... of guy (Tamil) about 10 to 12 something like that
then i was like omg.. so hot.. hahah only. jk jk
ok .. then .. one of the guy.. wave.. at me.. then i also
wave back all... only as friend... ok not
even friend.. just wave him thats all..
but suddled... i saw a guy.. runing.. towards.. us
i was like omg... i am do dead...
he cam to me and say..
hey girl.. can i have your number.. plz..
i was like wow... k
then i didn't gave.. him... my number...
i told him.. that.. i will... be back again... and the i will give u
then .. when we came back....we didn't dar.. to go.. by
that way again.. then we go other way.. then.. me and reena
seat.. 4 a wile omg!!!!
the guy don't know came from.. where he came again.. and this time.. the
whold.... of.. the gang.. came.. i mean friendz..
i was like omg.. and they don't know what what they
were saying,.. and some were hot haha..
hot only ok as friend.. do't take me wrong
and ya they didn't knew that i a
HINDU girl!!! nvm.. at last.. i gave.... reena number..
and now... we r only FRIENDS OK OK!!!

2009-03-20T04:04:00.000-07:00

Hum lets talk.. about 2 days.. hum.. first.. is....
19 march... hum..
moring.. i wake up about.. 9:30... and i needed.. to do alot of think..
but still thank god.. my so call sis was with me..
then i wake up...
and brash.. my teeth,broom the room,was&fold clothers,
iron.clother.. and then take.. bath..
in that time. it was already... 11:00 omg.. so later...
u know why because i need to go. to JE at about ... 12pm..
to buy something... i was like omg .... so late..
then i make up.. my sis.. ad then .. we were ready.. to go ..
out of the house... about.. 12:10 then we reach.. at je.. about
12:30pm.. never mind... hahaha ..
then from.. there... me ,reena.. and my sis
went to Wesmal
then. we went to bugis.. to shop... with .. min also
then min needed to buy.. a bag..
finely..... she got one...
then we went.. to KFC.. to take rest..
and then.. i saw this guy looking at me.. i was like omg..
then i told.. min.. then he saw min.. then me and.. min..
laugh like hell hahahahaha lol
then.. from.. there.. min..and reena follow me go je.. labri..
then my other cousin came they . after awhile..
i needed to go.. back home..
because.. of my freaking father.........
i am so so so so so so so.............
sori.. 4 min and reena..
i left.. them alone...
i know they r... not angry on me but.. still..
i feel sad. alot went i was in the bus..
i feel sad.. ... very sad...thinking that
they mind.. be alone sitting
down.. doing nothing .. lol.. nvm.
but i still love them... alot alot.. more then my
frecking "Dad"
then.. i went.. home.. my cousin wanted me to go.
there house.. then at about...
8:30pm.. we went.. out of the house...
to go my cousin house.. then ... my mom
call me and told me that i must be back
home.. by 10am..ext moring..
nvm. the me and my bro. went to sleep...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ'
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NEXT MORING
20 march...
hum.. planing to go.. swimming hum
then...
i needed to go... with my grandfather..
to hospital.. 4 check up..
then the doc... call me.. in.. and told me to say
a FREAKING.. think to my grandfather.. because
my grandfather.. don't understand..
english that much that y .. ad u know what
she wanted me to tell him... ????????????????????????

he needed to take.. off his pant& underwear
then.. they will.. put something.. in side.. his.. peins..
and check.. and then... they will put some cream..
that if.. they.. put.. a straw...it will no be pain..
and.. ya.. he need to drink. water... alot... to..
.push.. all.. the but.. thing.. in the penis...

i WAS LIKE OMG..!!!!!!! I HAVE TO SAY THAT TO MY.. GRANDFATHER..
OMG.. I WAS LIKE.. WOW.. THIS ALL THINK I CAN SAY TO MY FRIENDZ
MOSTLY GIRLS ONLY
but i need to tell my grandfather.. omg.. it was to not gd..
then i have to told,.. what the doc... told me to. say Lol
nvm..
then i went.. home..
nothing happen...
boring...
i was like feeling sick...
i took rest...
thats all .. nothing much
i just wish went the sch.. open ..
and i can se all my friend... again..
:D nvm.. stay happy that all..
bye bye guy love u :D

2009-03-18T05:39:00.000-07:00

18/march
Hi
guy.. hum today whats aa..
nice... day..
funny also .. i didn't knew something will
happen like that..
i went out.. with.. my so call small sis..
hum.. she was wearing.. a black shirt and a blue.. skiny jean..
we were planing to go.. out at IMM.. to buy.. her... bro
birthday gift... so.. i went out.. with her.. then i call ...
min.. i thought she mind.. be going... but she was.. lazy..
and she don't wanted to go.. nvm its k hahahaha
then i call reena.. she saY SHe can't go IMM BUT SHE CAN GO TO...
JE library.. i told her that.. me,and me sis .... will.. come .. to
library later.. then we buy.. the birthday gift... then... about 3:00pm
we were done.. 4 the shopping...and then... we took.. bus.. and went to
JE..... then reena .. message me.. and say.. that OMG.THERE
WERE CUTE,HOT TAMIL GUY ABOUT 5!!! OF THEM..
i was like omg...
i have not reach there.. but still i was dam... . shy..
humm nvm lah ..i thought nothing will happen..
went i reach there.. omg what ever.... happen i was
shock...
u know WHAT HAPPEN ...
CAN'T EVER DAR.. TO SAY!!!!
man all of the guy.. were keep
looking at me.. omg!! shy man
one.... of the... say.... that,.
guy!:hi
me:hi
guy:aaaa..btw.my friendz..want to make friendx with u?
me:aaaa... (shock) 4 a wild.. ok sure.. can
guy:ok then can they join.. u.. i mean talk to u here
me:omg no no no .. can't.. 4 what dam.. more shy
guy: ok nvm... then u come join... us all
me: hum alama.. same think what!(more shy)
guy:aa my friendx.. want to have.. your MSN?
me: omg i was like what to say...ok nvm .. i gave them...
guy:aaaa your name is nisha is it.. ?
me:omg.. u can't even read.. my name is eisha lah...
guy: ok then thank alot..
me ok ok go go go .. omg.. lucky they.. went off... :D
then .... reena
omg eisha.. u r so .. gd.. see all guy after u
i say.. alama.. lucky.. only lah ..
aaaa.. nvm ...then me.. and my is.. went home..
we were tride also ... hum. went home...
take rest.. then lisent... song...
then at night.. we went down.. walk walk..
hum then .. i saw cute... guy.. malay..
but not 4 me.. k
4 sazmin
.. if she was here.. she would say
omg so HOT!!!!!..
HAHAHAHA funny...
ok then nothing much now to say..
tomoro going out with my sis,reena,and sazmin...
to buy something.. hope
tomoro..we don't see anything... hahaha
like today... haha :D
k then bye bye...
have a nice day...

2009-03-17T01:24:00.000-07:00

16/march
hum lets talk about today :D

hum... today.. me,sazmin and reena..
wanted to go bugis... till.. night...
but my father say i can't go.. until night..
nvm.. then i thought i don't go it will be better..
then suddenly reena.. mom say that she also
can't go because she need to go ..
4 tuition.. mean.. going to bugis.. is
cancel and then min was angry.. because.. she was done,..
with her,. makeup .. thats why. then i plan... that
me.. reena and min... go out,.. then.. me i brought
bicycle, reena brought here, rollerblading and
mi.. didn't brought.. anything.. i mean.. she also can't.. haha
then u know.. what .. i ride... min.. on my bicycle... from
lakside.. to boon lay ,,, u know how hard,.. was it..
every time she was like slapping.. me on my face..
i wanted to kick her ass.. man
hahah if u see.. ,me how i was riding then u
can say.. WOW!!!!!!..
thats crazy.. !!!!! hahaha
funny.. lah.. then min see..and cute guy
then she like omg.. the cute guy looking at me...
hahaha funny hahah u must be there.. to see.. her.
haha.. then reena also so tride....then sazmin...and reena
came to my house...and then....we eat toghether..
after.. that we dance..haha
sexy dance..
on zara zara touch me..
and button
hahah..funny..nice
dance u all guy!!!hahah
hum.. then. we watch....
youtube.. of some..dance..
the.. after.. a wild... reena. say that .. she need to go...
home...
or esle.. her... mom will.. also scold. her..
4 coming home late..
the she ask .... min...can i have.. 55 cent.. then after.. that
they.. went home...
hum... what to say.. again.. boring.. hahah
nvm,... then talk to u next... bye bye
have a nice day.. guy
love ya :D

2009-03-14T22:14:00.000-07:00

Hi guys

lets talk about 14/3
omg !!!!!!!!!
my fun day i ever had..
wow..
ok i went to Hindi sch..
then after that i went..
with my mom, bro, suman, and her family
and Nutan, and his family...
to play hoil.. at plaza..
wow.. when u entry.. the place,.. omg..
there
where.. a lot ... Hindu guy, Malay guy, and some it Chinese guys also
dam.. there were about 20 to 30 HOT guy , i ever see...
ad some play with me.. also omg... so fun.
then Malay guy there about.. 15.. something like that some
where my friend.. friend ha ha fun..wow
we play alot ma..
thoese guys i don't even know them they play with me..
wow fun..
i just wish that min and reena was with me.. but...
nvm...
its k
hum.. what to say.. more...my clothes,,, was colorful
wow so nice haha...
Next year .. if its going to happen again.. something like this year..
i will go again.. and .. reena and min also
can follow.. me.. also and some other guys also :D

2009-03-11T03:29:00.001-07:00

11 march 2009 <3
happy hoil.. to everyone..
Hi
hahahaha
i am happy today u know.. y?
i was waiting 4 someone..
and now.. he is coming back soon..
that's why i am happy..
i am happy..to see him again
i am happy.. to feel him again..
i am happy.. to play with him again,..
i am happy.. to laugh with him again.
i am happy.. to disturb him again
i am happy.. to make him angry again..
but....
...........
............
..............
................
................
...................
but i am not happy.. to loses him again .
...
its only 4 few day..
nvm.. i want to spend time with him..
went he will go...
i will miss.. him..
more then anyone..
......
what can i say.. i love him.... alot alot
i don't know how much he love me...
more then me or less then me..
but i love him alot..
that i just can't show.. how much..
i am going to miss .. him......
aalllaama why sad huh.. hahaah
must be happy... that.. i have my first.. love..
which is a great person.
:D .........now.. i am just waiting..
soon he is going. to come back...
omg.. i want to hug him hahaha
i can't.. i don't DAR.
he hug me why should i
hahahaa
no lah..
haha
jk jk jk jk
ok then need to go... bb
btw love u again (Sam).. only him k
hahaaha
bye bye :D have a nice day ..

2009-03-07T21:24:00.000-08:00

Hi
guy!!
how r u?
hows your day going on?
hum.. about me.. wow
i don't like HOLIDAY!!!
man i hate it.. u know what i did
i mean.. on Saturday&Sunday
Saturday.. i woke up about..
9:30am.. then i wash my face.. and
i wear my contes... lean .. hum.. after.. that
i wanted to go... bugis...with.. reena and min..
but i didn't went.. nvm,. its k .
then my mom,bro and my father..' went..
to Jp.. hum i was alone..at home...
nothing... to say.. just doing my .. house... work...
thats all... then evening was nothing.. much just on the
computer. thats all..
then i went to sleep... hum ...so (BORING)...
MAN I HATE IT...
Next day.... means.. today!!:D
hum.. wake up... at 8:30am...
wash my face...and nothing much..
i make food.. and then.. my bro and me.. eat...
about 11:00am... then reena
call me.. then we talk 4 a wild..then and i was
watching a Hindi movie name 13 B
is was a ghost.. movie.. hum.. not. bad.. hahah..
wish my bf.. was there then i can hold him..
because i was scared.. on some part..
hehehehe
haha.. jk jk jk ..
and now.. nothing to say again.. hum..
i want to watch. other.. movie..
but don't know which one... ?
hum.. nvm.. guy talk to u later...
then..
i have nothing to say.. about to day...
hum.. mean... i will talk to u later..
guy k
bye bye have a nice day.. :D

2009-03-06T00:32:00.001-08:00

what should we talk. hum ya my test..
omg.. i fail. my test u know hows my number..
Math-? don't know
English- fail.. by 5 marks
Phiscal- this is more worst.only 6/25 marks
Chemistry-don't know
Geography- this one omg.. can't say anything... 1/25 marks hahah
Dnt-hum.. this one i past... 18/25 hum i was the third.. in class .. gd gd
Social study .. hum 8/25
see what happen to me .. i am not studying.. omg
omg..
like this.. my life.. wil be.. wow!!!!!

ok nvm talk something else k
hum... what to talk nothing...
lah k next time i will talk..2 u k
4 now.. bye bye:D

2009-03-04T00:25:00.000-08:00

this is your dance photo...
4 the MDIS
in your group there were..
5 people...

Shanti (Eisha)
$The group leader...
$What ever she say listen
$Any problem go to her..
$Steps she say it is nice or not..
$Timing all her set..

Sazmin(Min Min)
$Vice.. leader.
$Make up..
$Style...
$In enough ad support..

Reena(Ree)
$Clothes..style..
$Steps making..
$Other people disturb scold them

Lwin(sky )
$Steps of hip hop
$ clothes..
$Make up of guy...

Shahiran(sha)
$Steps making of all..
$Style..
$Dance move..
$clothier...

2009-03-04T00:09:00.000-08:00

4/march/2009
hum what should i talk nothing!!!!

ok then...
today.. i went to sch.. same time...
but a litter bit of change.. every day
i message... sam... to awake him up..
but today... didn't. because he went 4 camp...

then same thing.. i reach sch... about
6:40am.. then at 7:30 your commen.. test..
start.. chem & physi...
the paper was hard 4 me because i didn't study..
haha chem was ok ok not bad.. but physic i didn't do..
bad hahaha nvm...

next time i will do much better.. :D
him,.. then i gave my test.. then i sleep haha
after that.. the test was over.. about 8:30am...
then MTL i hate this lesson... omg.. but. still
reena .. is in the class its k 4 me.. :)
then later Recess we go eat... after that.. DNT..
then reena go to her.. class.. and sazmin.. went to her F&N..
class.. then after.. DNT class.. last lesson.. math...
then he teacher... told us some answer...4 tomorrow
commen test.... hope i will do better ... :D
after sch.. reena eed to go and do her..
DNT work which she have not done yet.. then i went
with her.. and help her.. also with her.. work...
the at there.. min was like.. wow.. keep beating my but...
and reena.. hahaha then i beat her but.. haha
fun...
haahahaha then later
Reena went 4 her.. tutsion
sazmin went.. home..
and me.. went home also..
i take the bus... 99
WHF***ing... assh***
then i got some problem with the
bus driver
the bus driver.. took
my bro card.. then told me..
to take back.. at the interchange
place.. i was lke mad.. then came back home..
and i was feeling i litter bit.. sad..
because sam!!! is not her..
i miss him alot alot
i love u so much sam... i can't 4 get u
never.... :D
and nothing to say again.. then talk to u later..
guys !! k bb

2009-03-03T05:12:00.000-08:00

2009-03-03T01:42:00.000-08:00

...
my Bf is going....
out.. 4 camp
about.. 7 to 8 days
and i can't talk to him.
i can't..
he will be busy ., and i don't
want to disturb.. him also
....
and then came back.. from..
camp..
we will be busy.. with his..
family...
after.. that mean in this.. March,,
he will be going back to Indian...
that's bad... 4 me:(
but ya before.... He goes...
he will meet me. 4 the last time
and i am sure.. i will cry...
i don't know why..
but went i will see i am going to
cry i will miss him alot....
i sure want to huge... him..
but i very shy shy lah..
he will think wrong then.. what will i do..
omg i want to hug.. him... i want to hold him..
i want to cry..
but 4 him..
he want to see me happy...
thats why if i cry.. also ..
i will not cry infra...of.. him..
i miss him a lot...
i don't know what he thinking about me..
bad or good..
but still..
i love him.......
mena tum sai pyar kiya hai bewafa nahi
akavar karti hu.. tum sa bus pyar ka..
tumsa kahan hai ki pyar mera ki hai.. koi kalawar nani ki... tum sai pyar ki hai koi bewafa nahi

2009-03-03T00:50:00.001-08:00

All About U Only...<3,<3>

2009-02-15T04:40:00.000-08:00

hi guy...
after.. long time...
hahahaah that was long...
btw.. got .. alot 2 talk... but..
start with small... chat..
soon... on 21 feb. there.. is my competition..
of dance" wish me lucky...
my family what they think about the dance that
i am doing do u know that???
guess!!!!
hahahahahaha
my family, who people thinks...that
they care... about me.. alot then no one...
omg !!! i just wish.. that...
no body... have.. a parent... like mine..
iwish u that
some time i feel that .. i
want to kill .. myself....
what do u think i should....
do??
some time cry on my destiny..
why my future.. is like this....
never mind...
but still i have. Best friend...
who are more gd then anyone...
i love them alot more then my self...
went they cry... i cry...
went they get hurt.. i hurt..
...
they... are my friend ...
this person who is... a dam.. playboy
hahahah i think have alot of gf already haha
no jk...but still that stupid...guy...
haha i love him.. alot....more then alot
hahah love him k as friend don't make wrong
think k k
his name is lwin..... the lucky guy...
next is....
this person is very.. gd
ad cares about me alot...
she is kind...
but ya she love to see boys haha
but,.. no bf.. she don't like
to stead... with guy..but
got alot of admire..s 4 her
just like me....
her name is Reena i am lucky to have her as friend..
next.. is mr this guy is dam.. funny one
he makes people laugh and disturb people also
but still he is a funny guy,. i ever met...
this person name is... shahiran
next...
this person. is.the main..one
hahahashe cares about me aot
she support me alot..
she understand my feeling...
more then anyone.,.
she want to help me... but...
can't because i can't let. her
that girl.. is very gd.. but ya
went she gets angry...
it will be like hell..no one can stop her...
hahaha..
that girl name is sazmin...
this all are my best best best friend ever
and i don't want to lose them.. if i lose..
one... mean... but.. bad day is started...
i love u guy.. alot alot.. more then anyone....

2009-01-22T05:16:00.000-08:00

hi guy how r u ?
hum long time never
talk to u all haha what to do
hum what can i say about today
i am happy and i am sad...:(
hum which oe u want to know first...
i think happy will be better.. hum
happy......
hum
i went to camp ...
and i miss my PM so much
he was a great one i have in my can
camp... aot alot of fun but there
was 1 problem the toilet was very small ad some
more must take bath in 3 to 4 min thats
the think that i didn't like it....
next thing was....
on this 20/1 i went out after school
with Reena, Sazmin,Shahiran,Shawn
and then we play haha sazmin.. keep on saying that
reena and shawn together.... hehe and we play play play....
haha then shahiraN went.. home then me ad
others... went to labri...there we shay this few guy
like malay and indan we like wow they are siting
just beside us...and some more
keep look at us haha then we laugh alot
then after few hour..
we went other then after few min the guyz
alot came out
then reena hey i dar to go and ask that
is he a tamil or a malay man !!!! reena really
go and ask the guy the guy say that no i am
indan and muslim wow i was shock to hear that
i was like so shy she go and ask..
and she was not scared... nvm we just went home..
then on 22/1 wow this day was like so fun..
ad funny omg after school we plan..to go
labri..... then reena and sazmin.. went..
to my house first then i would be able.. to
go.. too the labri... gd gd
then we take 99 then we saw this guy..
i think he was.. indan i am not so sure..
then we like hey hey see see.. haha
we just fun fun then we go up to sitting then
we saw our other friends sitting down..
the we yo whats up haha talk talk talk
about few min later.... wow ther was alot of tamil
guy just came up .....and like they were so nosie
and i was like very shy..
i mean alot of guy were looking at
me it was like.. very very very shy moment.
lah.... someone they like play play lah..
then went we were going down.. they say wow
so CUTE lah man i was like omg...
the we went off then the bus goig all the guy
like say bye to us omg i was like wow
reena also say bye to them.. it was
really very shy moment..can't say anythig..
i just wish i don't see them... alone...
next time or else i would be like omg !!!!
hum now the sad thing just a short line
my father is coming back form indan
on this friday 23 jan ..
lets see what happen... ss.....

2009-01-10T22:48:00.000-08:00

ok i am feeling so bad got
alot of think that i am like bad lucky lah
yesterday only i was like very
happy i was going out with
Reena
Sazmin
Lwin....
ad me
want to go out buy
camp stuff
but suddleny my mom lah call
and say "COME HOME BACK SOON"
wth
i didn't buy aything and she want to me
to come back home so fast
and tell me some more don't need to camp
i was like mad....
what to do have to go back home right
then went we reach vivo then i told reena
that i need to go home then they all like very
sad face i also very sad because of me they all
like that
i didn't wanted to hurt anyone but
what ca i say i am a "BAD LUCKY" girl that why this all think
happen to me
nvm nvm nvm nvm nvm nvm nvm
now u see a guy which i don't know him that much
he is in (L) with me what can i do nothing
nothing !!!!
nothing !!!!!!
nothing!!!!!!!!
nothing!!!!!!!!!
nothing!!!!!!!!!
nothing!!!!!!!!!!
nothing!!!!!!!!!!!
nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!
nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't hurt him also ..
it will be bad thats why i am not going to
do anything and he is saying to me that i
will wait for u !!!!!! u know until how many
month or year
for 1 year.....

U know that it is very long
very very long k
he say he can make me (L) him
ok we will see about it
if he is a great guy and a gd heart guy
then it is a gd think
But he drinksss and smoke!!! ok this is not so
gd its ok with me but drink less not to much
went i say to him that plzz stop drinking
he say to me that went i get u then he will stop it
but in this way it also can be that i never (L)
him now see
what can i do
what can i do
nothing
nothing
nothing
nothing
nothing
nothing
nothing
the first time he say to me that
him likes me i didn't have any feeling
about him but now i do have
a feeling about him
but only as friend
hum lets see what will happen ...
in my future.... will i (L) him or
not i can't say anything

2009-01-09T04:54:00.000-08:00

ok guy what should i talk about today?
ok tomoro i need to go
hindi sch.... then i thing after hindi sch
i may be going out with Reena and Sazmin
to buy my camp stuff..
hum go where to buy
may be in IMM or else JP
happy to go camp man i am so so so happy
u know why can stay with friend
some more 3 night wow
we all we rock the camp :D
this tuesday 13 jan 2009 until 16 jan 2009 :D
after we come back the
our sch we start our studying and
i need to buy my book which i have not
brought it yet...... nvm see what happen tomoro
going with reena or not i hope my mom
give me the money about $50 to $60
to buy the camp stuff.....
reena is going to bring about $50
to buy
Sazmin i don't know about her that
how much she is going to bring......
that girl every time makeup makeup
things to buy only hahaha no lah jk jk
ok then nothing to say thats all i can
about today humm
now see what will happen tomoro
man i really really wish my mom
give me the money or else i will
ask my mama (uncle) may be he can help me .....
:D...

2009-01-06T23:53:00.001-08:00

hum today was a great day for me...
ok lets talk about ... what happen
today at my school ok
hum nothing happen haha
i went to sch with reena .....
and then my first lesson was
English Mr rai was our teacher:D
she told us to make a group and write
about food&culture..
then
me
shahiran
luwi
jia yang
jiow yang
and other
people group with us and we all were 8"
we have alot of fun we did laugh
then ext lesson mother tougen... i
hate MT lah very boring then we had
resse... i went with reena shahiran and sazmin
then next lesson was D&T we then we went to your class
then lwin was sitting behind then he just came
in frond to disturb everyone he was eatting my brain
and jiow yang not that much lah haha
but we have fun after that went wanted to come
home i came with shawn and reena then we were at the bus
there were this few tamil boy who were looking at me and i was like
WTF i mean we was not that smart ok ok ok lah
he was like keep looking
at me !!!!!!!!! went i need to go dow off the bus also
look at me like never see me before nvm i just wish i ever see him
again :D k!!!

2009-01-02T19:27:00.000-08:00

Hi friend hum
u know how was my
first day of sch... dame very
sad lah haha u know y?
first thing
i only know shahiran in my class :D
thats all and lwui didn't came to sch..
same with jiow yang... he also didn't came to sch
and other who i know i didn't talk to
them because i very shy shy haha jk =)
hum i do have new class mate hum i know
some of them only like
Lwui
Shahiran
Jiow yang
Serondeng
Bella
Mechelle
Crystal
Nurani
Sheila
for me i think i know this few peoples only
sad lah haha want to know more people
haha.. :)
ok lets see how will be my
next monday sch and u know
what we r going to camp yes it will be so fun
we r going for 4 days.:D
we will have fun yes

2009-01-01T03:01:00.000-08:00

Hi friendxx!!!
omg i am so happy
first Happy New year to everyone
of 2009
and wish everyone a great,year=)
so ya tomoro sch going to open hum..
and we r going have alot of fun
first day of sch will be hard but
ok ok lah .........
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................................
..................................
what to say i am so scared ...
i am like happy and scared also
tomoro i am going to meet reena at
her bus stop......and then we will
go sch together after that 7:00am
we will meet sazmin in the sch place...
haha
hum we will see all your sec 2 friends
wearing long pant.. in sec 3 haha
man
like
luwi
shahiran
jiow yang
Jia yang & more other
friendxx hum :)
all new sec 1 ... to see
and now we r sec 3 wow we will rock sec 3
haha
i hope i will do great in my exam this time
and this year will be fun for me :)
thats all i can say.... i will tell u
more think...on staurday .. ok haha :)

2008-12-28T00:21:00.000-08:00

2008-12-28T00:13:00.001-08:00

2008-12-24T00:21:00.000-08:00

hum
what should i talk about today
......
nothing....
hum i think i can talk about
my friendz,,
ok i have this new friend
that i want to tell everyone...
hum make in numbers.... it will
be better for u to understand:)
1.Reena
2.Jeet <- 3 luwi 4.jiow yang 5.sazmin 6.helen 7.shahiran and other morezzz haha lets talk about
Reena:) hum what should i say...
she is nice to me
she is my best friend.
she care about people
and she love white:)
and she is pretty hehe:)
Jeet haha:)
A nice guy wish make people feel happy:)
smart ....
he gets angry sometime
Be nice to people
only those who r nice to him
And he love black, white & blue
and alot of girlx are after him
& a great guy:)
next....luwi haha
he is fun guy
he is also a mad guy
he make people laugh
he don't gets angry
he is a playboy!!haha jk
he love black,white&red
and alot of girlx are after him
next.....
jiow yang
hum he is also a great guy
he is emotion guy
he get angry like hell..
but he is a gd heart guy
he is finding a girl which
can understand him :)
he loves white...
for know i can tell u only
4 person next time i will tell u about others
ok!!! haha but u know i am lucky
that i have friend like them :)
i am so happy :)

2008-12-23T04:49:00.000-08:00

23/12
hum it was ok
not bad day
i went out with my friendz..
Reena and sazmin .. and my brother
wow i didn't knew that
Reena and Sazmin will give me a suprize....
of my BirtHDAY haha ya ya u must be thinking
why on 23 no lah
sazmin is going back to Malaysia
for holiday and that's why she wanted to
make my birthday on 23 but my birthday is
on 26 dec hehe
but it was a great day.... they brought me
a cake very cute one .... i like it .... i am so happy that
i have a friend like them,.... so sweet
and Reena gave me a gift it was a towel a soft one
and on the towel there was a dog haha i like it
it is just a gift and what ever or who ever give me anything
it is a great think.. <3

2008-12-23T04:11:00.000-08:00

hum
lets talk about 22/12
i thought it will be a great day but...
nah nothing happen like
that humm
suman wanted me to go
temple with her about
7:00pm until 10:00pm night
hahahaa it will be hard to go because my father
will not let me go but still
i thought they will
because they were happy:)
i thought my mom also let me go
but still
nvm i ask them at afternoon
i though it will be great
but suddenly
my mom and dad were in
bad mode
i knew that i can't go and i didn't
ask ......???? that can i go with
Suman to temple.. nvm
i told suman that i will call her
and tell that i am going or not...
about 6:00pm
but my father was using the ph
nvm ... i waited for him
then we went in the room
for a sleep.......
and told me that remember your
bro must not go out of the house and
he must not open the door...{.}
then i wanted to see movie in the com
Goolmal tuner ...haha nice,fun, romantic
movie haha then suddenly my father call me
but
when i saw my bro he was out......
dam... he was out i run to him
and tell him came in or else u will be died
by father hum i didn't knew that my father was
calling me BECAUSE i was out .....
wet i came in the room my uncle say
that your father is calling u
i went in the room and ask my dad what is it?
he shouted at me and say what the hell !!!
and say bad think....... to me :( and he throw
the ph on my leg and say u r stupid girl... bla.. bla..
he was angry on me i told him i was out thats
why i didn't answer u
but still shout at me like hell
it was my friend who call "Suman"
i told here that i can't go and tell her i talk to
u later.....
then i just when out
i was also angry because he didn't
understand me and what i wanted to say..
its ok lah
i just forget about it ....
then i wanted to put Hana.. on my hand
i feel like putting something nice
but my bro com... in and ya plzz lah
sis but me also i say what u want to put u r a boy
he say just write me name
then i wrote his name and we was
happy :)
about it he show my mom and uncle
then my dad.. just came out
then my bro told my father
pa pa see i put my hane on my hand
my father just slap.. him and say don't talk to me
what!!! i was shock and then he beat me
and say next time when i call u
better answer me ... understad
i was like angry ad i feel bad
i went to my room
and i cry!!!! thinking that my father just best me
how can this happen
i am grow up and some more .....
he is not my father..
i call Reena that i can talk to here
but is was doing something
thats why i didn't tell here
anything......
then i thought why not i call my friend
suman and tell here SORI
that i can't come to temple with here
i call here but don't know why
went i hear her voice i cry more .... :(
then i talk to here but i just say sori
and she knew that i am cry but i try to not
tell here or else she would be woride ...
i wanted somone to be near me ...
that i can share my feeling and my
word that i hide for 13 year .......
i went to my com... and i saw Jeet
was online he was my friend best.f
also i talk to him ... som time i feel nice to
talk to him i wish he was hear and i
can huge him and cry as much as i wanted!!!
tell him alot of think that is in my mind ...
but can't he is also far form me,,,,
very far that want him also can't
nvm i talk to him i feel much better
i don't kow why but ya i do like him haha
my friend say why not u too
staed.... be bf and gf haha
can't u know why??
i am not pretty for him
He is far form me...
and he will sure go for body...
i don't know but we can't be bf and gf
sad,......... but he make me feel better..
thats great think.... ;)....
i wish i have alot of friend who care.. about me:)

2008-12-19T22:11:00.000-08:00

hi
hum u must be wondering who is he
haha
he is guy ya u ca see that
humm i meet him at friendster
by my friend
and i know him about
7 month and 4 dayz think so
and now he is great friend to me
happy to have a new friend just like him
but!!!!!!!!
he is also irritating
eating brain
& a ass hole
hahahaahhaahahahahaha
but gd things about him is
he is a nice guy
he makes people laugh
and ya he like to flirt... with girl hahaha jk
thats all what can i say
if u want him he is single ok haha jk lah
and ya he is a great punjabi guy singh is a king hehe =)<3>

2008-12-17T00:16:00.000-08:00

17/12

today was a hard day for me
my com was spoil........
dam.... i hate thing when
happens like this
u know it takes me 2 days
to find out what happen
and some more i am not
done with the thing yet
thank.... god
Reena is there to help me
wow it will be great
but Reena when i call her
she need to go hospital with
here mom nvm her mom was sick
and i also can't force her for
anything right
she is my only Best friend and i don't want
to lose her but still she is going to come
on the next day :)
that makes me more happy
that she do care about me
wow i got really nice friend ............
ok now i just want the problem
to be gone.........

2008-12-11T17:44:00.000-08:00

wed,10/12/2008
hum,
what should i say
oh ya
i went to hospital on wed.
with Reena
only for check up
and now on next thuesday
then Reena is going to follow me.again..
after the hospital we went to vivo city
to shop ad eat something
after that we went to JE to
pick up Sazmin form there we
shop again and then
Sazmin and Reena went to my house
form there i pick up my bro and then we went
to JP humm at there reena found a
pretty nice cloth but the cloth cost about $29
and she don't have that much never mind
next time.... form there sazmin and reena
went to my house again and then they
eat diner at my house and then went back home
humm it was quite a ice day with my friendx
i love it ............................................

2008-12-02T01:01:00.000-08:00

See everything Suddenly!!!!!!
Now i hate the word suddenly !!!!!
U know why ??
U know i got alot of best friendx
the 4 main friendx form my shc are
Reena
Lwni
Jiow yang
Sazmin
I know them quite alot
I think so i do
Reena-she is quit a kind girl
she share her feeling with me
sometime she chance her mode
& more other thing about her i know
Lwni- he is a kind of funny guy
he don't get angry
and he wants everyone to be happy
& more other thing about him i know
Sazmin-she is a girl which somethings
get mad hahah but she is very
nice girl i know
Jiow yang-he is very sensitive guy
he is very different guy
he like to hide his pain
and ya he gets angry very
fast & more other thing about him i know

But today one of my friend says
to me that u don't know me that much
And he is angry on me but why i don't know
hope our friendship does not
spoil God plzz help me

2008-11-30T22:51:00.000-08:00

2008-11-30T22:50:00.000-08:00

2008-11-30T22:37:00.000-08:00

1/12 Monday
Hay i am feeling
so stupid there is alot of reason
Why do i feel it?
Why suddleny this happen?
I am not with him or her but still i feel it?
Again it is happening to me?
But he or her will not think of me?
In my whole life he or she is the one i am thinking of?
What will others think?
What am i going to do?
I can't say it or else i will lose everything?
Why am i scared?
No no Never no i will not think that way
Never!!!!!!!!!
But still i have him or her in my heart
4 ever!!! and i can't erase it.....
what do u think about it.....

2008-11-30T22:18:00.000-08:00

28/11

hum it was a good day
i went out with my friendx
Reena, Suman, and her sister
we went out to watch hindi flim "Dostana"
it was ok for me and Suman because
we know hindi but Reena don't
know thats why she have a litter bit of
problem but there was a subtile..
at first i thought Reena will not like
the movie because it is hindi
but at the End it was quite good
we went to eat at the Mc and after that
reena went to her dad shop and
me and my other friendx went home......

2008-11-12T22:44:00.000-08:00

omg omg i can't belive it
i am so so so happy that i can't say it out
i just wish what ever i am thinking will be complete
u know what i and my friendx are going to join a company
of dance and if they accept us we will dance in there company
but they will not pay us but ya if other company want us to dance for
them then they will pay us $200 for each person think so and everyone
will know us i means the CC of Singapore central wow we will rock but we need
to wait for the answer what does the CC of boon lay say will they take us if they will
then we need to be a member of the CC and we will need to pay $20 and after that we
don't need to wow i just wish they say YES then we will make our own live...... just waiting
for next month dec 2008 i am waiting for the time............

We rock!!! the dance ................... yo we r back in action believe it..

2008-11-03T19:34:00.000-08:00

Today is the bad day for me
come on we were together since
11 to 12 month but now omg
it is let being apart with your family member
do u know who i am talking about?
LWIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he is going back to his country
in one is gd because he is going to meet
his family but in one way it is bad because
he is not going to meet as huh!!?? so sad
Me & Reena will really going miss him
because i think we r best friend humm
not only us
Jiow yang
Sazmin
Shahiran
Eisha
Reena
Jia yang
Helen
& the other guyzz who were lwui friendxx
nvm for me because he is going to come back and
we r in the same class also haha in 3/4
BUT
fro Reena she is in 3/3 i don't what will happen but stil we will
be in touch we r going to miss here & also the
other guyx too

now what to do nothing to say nothing to do
then i will talk to u later ok haha
have a nice day:)

2008-11-02T01:39:00.000-07:00

i,i,i,i,
i am not a bad person,
why do people think so!!!
some people hate me because -:
1.i am hindu
2.i am not fair
3.i am not pretty
4.i am not like them
5.i am stupid
6.i have attitude problem
7.i am selfish
8.i don't care of other
9.i don't listen to them
10.and at last i am born hair girl..................................

And some people like because of-:

1, i am hindu
2,they don't care i am fair or not.....
3,they think i am pretty
4,they think i don't need to be like anyone just myself
5,they think i am not stupid
6,they think i am not a attitude girl
7,i am not selfish girl
8,i do care of people but who cares about me too
9,i do listen to them but only somethings that i can do !~~~
10,and they don't go to my body looks!!!!

now tell me who is wrong i want to make friendz
more friendx
i just want u to support me that i can make more friends
more best friends..................................

2008-10-20T19:02:00.000-07:00

Ya what i was saying hum
nothing right !!!!!! huh!!!!
now do what we need to practice for the dance
that we r going to join for the 2009 competition dance
i don't know that we can do it or not but still we have to say
WE CAN WIN Yes that's the sprite we can do it haha
by the way we have not choice the song yet and have not started your
steps we need to think a lot its hard also because we need to think about!????
1.we need to choice songs
2.we to think about dance step
3.we need to work hard
4.we need to find more good people who can dance
5.we need to think about what we r going to wear
6. a lot of other think hope we can do it YES WE WILL YO!!!!!!````~~~~~~~
hay plzz support us ok got any idea please tell us?? we will be happy that u r helping us ok
thx friendzzzz :)

2008-10-19T03:28:00.000-07:00

I don't why i am feeling this
i never tell anyone about what i am thinking
i never did
because i thought people will think i am mad
i am so stupid
they will ask me allot of question
how can this happen?
why this happen?
how can u let this happen?
why did not u do something?
why u can bring her back?
do u feel bad that what ever happen?
do u have still time to do the right think?
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
why only me why ??
i wanted happy
not unhappy i also want to help people
but now i cant even help my own self
that's sound funny i really cant do anything
for her now i don', know what she is thinking about me
does she even thinks about me or not or forgoten
me who i am? what i am to her? who is she to me ?
but ya i really miss her more then anyone
hope some day i will see her
it already going to 8 years but i have not seen her
that's to bad i wish my lucky is good that i can meet
her in this year i hope she can stay with me forever but i don't know
what will happen@!!!! it is all to god looks like god is not happy with me
u can see everyone is happy ya i am happy to but only out side
not in my heart there is allot of pain in my heart only
one person can understand me but i have not found him yet
but first i want my ...... back she is only the one now i am waiting for her
hope i really can hug her and hold her tight that
never again she will went back i miss her alot something i wish she
can be just beside me with me
i really miss u my small ...... my lovely .....<3>

2008-10-19T03:03:00.000-07:00

omg
i cant i cant i cant i cant
i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant
i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant
i cant i cant i cant cant i cant i cant i cant
i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant
i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant
u know what i cant
i cant stay at home,i am dieing ma omg
what should i do its better when
i was going to sch duh!!
hum let me think
i wish to go out with my friends but
i cant,see the word I CANT
i hate this word hum what
should i do know why i cant go out because my bro
i need to take care of him and
some more deepavali coming omg i need to clean my room
because my FriendZ are coming to my house and we
are having party!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOW THAT SOUND GOOD
hum what will i do when they come my house
ooh no i need to think that also
that's allot of work i need to do
OK friendz i need to go now OK bye bye i will tale to u later
HAVE A NICE DAY :)

I want Friendx not Enemy

2008-10-17T20:40:00.000-07:00

Look like people don't like me only some people!!!!
because others they like me<3>
thing that i am bad they write stupid thing in my
blog and,u know what my friendx saying to
me nvm let them do what they want,
see my friends are so good but they
all,omg we want to make friends
with them but u know what
they r the one who are talking
stupid think even they used my
friend name, tell me is that good or bad
and ya it is not my faith but still there r doing
this to my blog tell me guyz what should i do scold
them get help to bet them up ? or do what they r doing
to me? what should i do?? i know nothing just let them do
what they what i still want to make friend with them
but it is not me !!!!!!! and ya if u don't like me as
friends plzz don't talk bad about my friends
also can and one more thing if u r fight
with my friendx plzz don't put me in HOPE

2008-10-13T02:39:00.000-07:00

me and Reena ha ha we went out after school after
our exam hehehaha me and Reena again i don't know why we stay together
he he i think i know why ha ha know what we me and her were trying
the clother but we taking a photo in
the clother so good right don't try that
he he OK there will be ghost jk jk OK ha ha
but ya we have fun alot next time
will try whole set haha

2008-10-08T01:16:00.001-07:00

sry..
i forgot my pass
LUCKLY!!
reena help me...
i love her
if i was a boy i would fall in love with her..
haahahahahaha
no lar....
well,um.
currently having exams....
eng was like easy pissy
yup.....maths was like!!
HELL!!!!I SURE FAIL...
and...
i tink jiow yang still like _ _ _ _ _
nvm i support him than _ _ _ _ _
he suxs!!!!!!!!!the guy sucks...
hmm........
no sch tml!!!yuppie.
um..i goin disco with reena n jiow yang
haha lol~~~ jk
under age..
hehe:)

so..well.....
nothing to sae post tml..
ya bye ;)

Humm

2008-09-01T04:29:00.000-07:00

It is not a good day like every time
miss my class and my school huh?
i don't know what to do in this holiday
huh and i am not allow to go out also
why why why why and my this holiday
will be a boring holiday nvm i will talk
i really hate it to alter OK bye for now ★☆★☆

It was not a good day

2008-08-31T05:09:00.000-07:00

we thought that it will be easy fro
everyone but it
not so good fro anyone why
in this think it is also my
Faith is it ya some of them say
it was my Faith why only me
is it only me who was wrong but
still it was not my Faith but
still i say yes it is my Faith only
for some people nvm what
ever happen it is good fro us but
fro me i hope some
people understand
whose faith is it !!!!!!!! <3<3

Hi good day but still?????

2008-08-23T20:11:00.000-07:00

Good moring

Today was a good day i like my day
it was fun i went out with my mother
and brother i went too buy some
cloth for teacher day to wear i went
too my
brothers house and there we
play game and have alot of fun it was a good
but still i have some problem with
my friends not all of my friends are
happy why my friend, some have
friendship problem other have love problem
family problem why they ???
i hope they don't have any problem

2008-08-22T03:04:00.000-07:00

i like u all best friend4 ever haha miss u all

2008-08-22T03:01:00.000-07:00

haha so so nice just kidding hehe

My feeling

2008-08-22T01:29:00.000-07:00

hi
hay i want too say why do people have problem why ?
why not we don't have problem why god give us a sad feeling
that people used to cry why it is so sad and can make us do anything
when we are sad this type of feeling comes from problem like
family problem,friend problem etc all......

see today i was so happy but suddenly i got family problem
why they think that if we are girl we are not allow to do any think
why only girl why not boys? they will not let us talk too boys
make friend with them .... what the big deal even we are not allow to go
with friend they think we lie to them is that true can it be,
some parents are so good that they don't like too think about
girls and boy they take it same huh?? why only some
i just want too say sometime i feel that i am so bad for
other people i hope i was a boy that's can do any think i wanted
i wish so ★ ♫~♥So3♥~♫

2008-08-22T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hi i am sha here

By the way u people call me with allot

of name that's why u can call me

shanti, eisha,zisha or sha OK i wish to tell u

everything about me but u need to wait and

watch got it ha ha just kidding ♥♥♥♥♥♥"

why it happens too me why!! ♥♥♥"

2008-08-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

Hi sha here

why people have promble in there life why not we dont have promble

but everone have promble like family promble,friend promble, some think like that why

why only us why!!!

Today i was so happy but suddenly i got my family promble why they

dont undrestand us why ,whats the big deal they think we are a girl that

why girl must not have ferrdom is that true i dont think every girl parents

are not like that right? but why we why we i just wat too say i am sad too

to be a girl i was thinking that girl are so good they also can do what

ever they want but it is not true No NO No it is not